When I'm Broken

Hey guys!
Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I lost my charger to my iPod which had all my writing on it. I hope this satisfies.
May this make you think,
Jen
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Lyrics belong to The Afters
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I can barely stand right now.
Everything is crashing down,
And I wonder where You are.

I try to find the words to pray.
I don't always know what to say,
But You're the one that can hear my heart.

Even though I don't know what your plan is,
I know You're making beauty from these ashes.

~My knees are week, and my legs tremble,
The earth spins, and shivers make me shudder,
The waves are getting higher,
The air colder,

I never know what to say,
Not even in the brightest day, nor the darkest night,
But in my heart, my voice booms to the heavens,
And it is heard even by the stars

I never know what is in front of me,
And even though I have been burned down to the ground,
You will build me up from the ashes, and make me beautiful
Once again~

I've seen joy and I've seen pain.
On my knees, I call Your name.
Here's my broken hallelujah.

With nothing left to hold onto,
I raise these empty hands to You.
Here's my broken hallelujah.

You know the things that have brought me here.
You know the story of every tear.
‘Cause You've been here from the very start.

~You know what made me who I am,
What lead me to this road,
You know why I cried,
Every single tear~

Even though I don't know what your plan is,
I know You're making beauty from these ashes.

I've seen joy and I've seen pain.
On my knees, I call Your name.
Here's my broken hallelujah.

With nothing left to hold onto,
I raise these empty hands to You.
Here's my broken hallelujah.

When all is taken away, don't let my heart be changed.
Let me always sing Hallelujah
When I feel afraid, don't let my hope be erased
Let me always sing Hallelujah.
Let me always sing Hallelujah.

I will always sing
I will always sing
Here's my broken hallelujah.

~When my hands are grasping
And I am falling through the air
When the ground has given way beneath me
When the world is screaming at me
Yelling "Just let go!"
I will shout to you "This is my broken hallelujah."

When I don't have anything left,
And this world is just making me a mess
Don't let me erase 
The hope that You have given me
Let me always sing
A broken hallelujah~